23~Oct~2007

It's 410pm and i'm slogging away in my office.
The new girl is somewhere quite far from me. She wants to have her own time writting down notes. My eyelids are heavy, and i'm dreaming of my bed already

Patrick and Hiromi treated me to lunch at a Jap resturant just now.
And i just had Jap food on Saturday evening.
Went Akashi Resturant for dinner with Mr Foo, his parents and their friends.
The food there is not bad!
Ordered a plate of mixed raw fish. I hate that.
But the raw tuna belly is OMG, melts in the mouth kind lor.
$20/piece. Ya, $20 for 1 thin slice. Ahahaha

The Green tea icecream with red bean rox man. Thats the best!
Yummilicious

Will be meeting Jas later at night. But Jane is having diarroea. Omg, what did she ate sia.

Aarrghh, im super bored

I was actually thinking, from some stories that my frends have shared bout their gfs..at times i don't know to envy the girls or not.
I've got some friends that really go all the way out to pamper and takecare of their gf, and end up only causing the girls to depend on them so much.
After hearing some examples of the level of dependence, I'm really speechless

But then again, I think i'm happier right now. Having a bf that is not very catering to me, might be a good thing after all. Haha
At least i won't die without him, or go hysterical when he has no time for me 1 day.
I'm glad that my close gfs are also the same. We don't depend on our bf financially nor emotionally. But of coz, which girls will complain when their bfs treat them super good?? But I feel that too much of something its not good.

I guess girls should really learn how to stand independent on their own and not feel lost when the guys are not around.
Trying to put myself in a guys' POV, i wouldn't want my gf to stick on me or depend on me. I will cry for help. I need my space. I need a girl that knows how to plan her own time and actvities when im not there for her. Someone that i know can manage the house and takecare of herself when im not around

Ok, wtf. I'm not a guy.
I really feel that I think like a guy at times