A precious gift from god

I was thinking of re-creating a new blog, a blog that can show my recent updates via facebook. So close friends are able to access and stay tunned to my latest update. But......then again, i think i shall just continue frm here for the time being.

It's been quite a long time eversince i last blogged, and many things had happened throughout these recent months.
Of course, the least that i'd expected - I got pregnant.

15th May 2011 (Sunday)
The day that i found out i was pregnant. I still rem it was my parent's in law anniversary and the 4 of us were out having dinner at Taka. After dinner, Fatty send me home and he went out to meet his friend.
I don't know wat made me took out that test kit, but i just went ahead and used it.
To my ultimate suprise, the 2nd line came out immediately after the 1st one appeared, and the test line was as dark!
When i saw the results, i couldn't believe my eyes. My first reaction was to tear! Hahahha
I bathed and i started smiling to myself while tearing at the same time. LOL

After settling my emotions, i went downstairs to inform my parents in law, and came back upstairs to call my parents.
Next was Grace and then Fatty. Haha
The conversation with Fatty:

Me: Hello, i got something to tell u
Fatty: Ya?"
Me:" Ur're going to b a dad
Fatty:" Hmm, really? How u know?"
Me:" I just tested positive on the test kit. Just only"
Fatty:" Okayyyyyyy, (he still sounded super in shock) Have u told my parents?"
Me:" Ya, told them already. Ok, dont disturb u liao...come back early"
Fatty: Ok"

And he immediately called his mother to see how was her reaction.

I'm coming 4months now and i really do hope time will past faster. I wana feel the kicks from my baby and soon, she's out and slping in my arms. I can't wait to see Fatty playing with his own kid and taking care of her too.
All the while, we've only been seeing friend's babies. Finally we're blessed with a precious baby girl.
Oh yah, went to the doctor today and he said most prob we're having a girl =)
Exactly what i hoped for. A elder sister to takecare of her younger siblings next time.

Well, during these 4mths of pregnancy, i've been thru ups and downs. All the while, i don't know what do other women say when they mention "hormoes gone hay wire". But after being pregnant, i totally understand lor!!
Many times i just cannot control my emotions, i don't wana cry, but the tears just start to flow automatically.
I start to bcome super sensetive and think alot at the slightest thing.
I keep reminding myself to get a hold of my emotions and not make it worsen.
Fatty might not know how to handle my current state now, coz he's still considered a new dad. I'm also considered a new mother and this is my first pregnancy.
But so far, he's been really nice to be my supper supplier at night and following me to the dr's appointment each time.
Though all these are small gestures, but it really makes me feel good.
But i do hope he'll overcome his so-called fear and start to touch my tummy soon, esp when our daughter starts to kick. I dont want him to miss out anything!

My due date is on the 20th Jan 2012, and i've already arranged for my confinement nanny to help during my confinement.
I pray for a healthy n cute baby girl, a smooth and quick labour and the 1mth confinement to past real FAST!

N of coz, to have a suprise at Fatty's behaviour. I hope to see him putting the effort to bond with his daughter in the future. Coz i feel that this bond is priceless.

Ok, CAN START SHOPPING LIAO!!! I think my mil is gona be super happy upon hearing that im having a girl - she's hoping for a girl. LOL
Both of us can start going out and buying baby clothes liao~

Till then~